most of them had neither been very merry or bright. they have fourteen days to fall in love, but really, it only takes fourteen seconds. Callum and Ben return to the place where they first fell in love to celebrate a special anniversary. Word count: 15205 words. 404) Constant pandering to the Ballum & Sharon fandoms 405) Where has Bobby been lately? when i need your love, if I need your help, would you rescue me? However a chance meeting whilst out running turns their whole worlds upside down. So I just had to write it while inspired. oh ALSO for callum i would MIGHT be mentioned here !!!!! ballum - Freeform; Angst; Hurt/Comfort; Angst and Hurt/Comfort; Eventual Smut; Summary. At this point Callum is still with Whitney and Whit doesn't know anyth One shots for the much loved couple in EastEnders Ben and Callum ( also known as Ballum) . A surprise knock on the door is set to change Ben and Callum lives. my greatest failures on display with an asterisk (worthy of love anyway). Thinking about all the special moments theyve shared, the hurdles theyve faced and how far theyve come since their previous trips to this place, helps them make some important realisations; about what parts they want to play in the future on and off screen. Callum and Ben have been running in one way or another, their whole lives. Callum is an undertaker and Ben is Ben is heartbroken about Sharon not allowing Ben to go to the funeral. Of course, it also doesn't help that everybody in the building also seems to have a screw loose Jay wants to throw a surprise wedding for Lola and Ben isn't happy about it. It just so happens that his brother's apartment block is owned by the Mitchell family and the still-closeted Callum has caught the attention of one Ben Mitchell. Thank you as always to all the commentors, the folks who have left kudos and those that have shared these on tumblr! And generally soft Ballum, I live for this relationship, so unique. Suki is the respected mother of a large family. And it wasnt him that was actually paying the price the most. summary: callum has a secret that he's terrified of people finding out. and now? Will the white lie Callum tells, in the heat of the moment, about how and why they met, make a huge difference to the course of their relationship or will it be another thing that eventually catches up with him? I wanna give a shoutout to all the small fanfic writers, who aren't on Tumblr and Twitter. or, ben and callum meet on an anonymous forum. See a recent post on Tumblr from @k8jax83 about ballum fanfic. Its my attempt to tie up loose ends, deal with plot anomalies & generally try to work out how disparate scenes could have linked. Chapter 9 is up now if anyone is interested. as they prepare to start this amazing new chapter in their lives together in which their family and friends old and new were coming to walford to witness, all they needed now was to say "i do". This is my story, my idea. New Beginnings. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos. It's Valentine's Day, and Callums got a secret plan. Basically a romantic break for just Ben and Callum to escape from the rest of the world, which involves pure tooth rotting fluff and a lot of smut. Chapters: 7/? I have been planning this fan fiction for a while now, and I am so incredibly excited to show you whats in store for Albert Square this year. 2,129 2,777. Alternative for the fire at the Mitchells. I will stay largely true to canon, although on the odd occasion may misrepresent the true order scene were played out in where that would suit my narrative better! Written as a follow up to Playing the Part so may help to be familiar with that story, although it could be read as a stand alone. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Fillers for when the boys are absent from our screens, contemplating what they might be getting up to, or interpretations of what wider motivation was behind the existing scenes. Callum and Ben in a world where Ben is in Prison and Callum is a guard. Ginny followed suit, and soon, Harry and Ginny were peppering the sky with various hexes. Of course, it also doesn't help that everybody in the building also seems to have a screw loose tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (1008), Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse) (1), Callum "Halfway" Highway/Ben Mitchell (2121), Whitney Dean/Callum "Halfway" Highway (61), Callum "Halfway" Highway & Lexi Pearce (34), Callum "Halfway" Highway & Ben Mitchell & Lexi Pearce (24), Callum ''Halfway'' Highway/Chris Kennedy (22), Callum "Halfway" Highway & Stuart Highway (16), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, possibly the most historically inaccurate thing, Callum "Halfway" Highway/Ben Mitchell/Kheerat Panesar. However, Tony Clay has no clue that Max intends to destroy Ballum be male lead on Eastenders. I mean it's not totally implausible, right? theres only me running the blog so some things may be delayed. Callum keeps falling for Ben over and over again leaving him in tricky situations. her characterization is always bang on point and everything she writes is pure gold , i agree with everything youve just said. Now, not all the lightning was coming from Ivy's wand. just a collection of prompts and oneshots. So, without further ado, get outta my pub! While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. You all write beautifully, and I feel like I could read a paragraph of each of your works and know who had written it. length: 13k Summary: Chapter 7 is up for anyone who is interested. After being medically discharged from the army, Callum moves into his brother's flat with the intention of forging a new path in life. Then remembered the pride episode and imagined Callum being happy at 2020 pride episode, I cried even more. My point is the overall EastEnders fandom is respectful and open to discussion about characters and storylines. Yeah, he has all these random hookups but he never really gets what he wants from them; to be held and pulled close by someone that loves him. I've added character tags for the few characters I definitively identify in Chapter 1; others will remain anonymous until they identify themselves definitively further on in, at which time I will tag them too. But non of these guys could ever give him this soft casual affection Callum is giving him right now. Firstly, an apology. 24th January, love a woo-woo. Ill always remind you how much happiness you deserve 'I love you, They share a kiss and turn back to the performance, arms around each others waist, enjoying the music and each others conpany, It was the first time in years where he felt belonged. Summary: Ben continues to build a profile of his new pet project by recruiting the help of Jay and doing a bit of internet stalking for himself while also juggling the expectations of his crime boss father. Changing there world upside down. she's written everything from a strictly au to a guardian angel au and they are all brilliant @thefancyspin i think one the first ballum fics i read was 'the chord change' and TO THIS DAY it is still one of my favourites. (4k words), callum takes his first ski trip to the beautiful village of morzine, ben is the filthy local he meets on the plane. Things have become too much in the Slater household, and with money stretching too thin and tight, Stacey has to make a decision. 420 3 1. its nothing that callum isnt used to, his dad and his big brother stuart fight almost every day, leaving callum to tiptoe around the broken pieces of their family that they leave behind. Can they rescue their marriage? Kathy gets a birthday card from a mysterious A who tells her be at the park later on that night. This is imagined Ballum-related scenes that take place around those screened. She owns half of the county along with her husband, who is away at war. What if Chris and Paul had died the same way, at someones hands, and their murderer was still at large? She's refined, cold, and she lives under a perfectly constructed persona. Language: English Words: 65,029 . Instead of fighting to save the marriage Callum decides to move on. Ballum fan fiction part 1 Part 2 coming soon .. ballum; benandcallum; . A follow on from the last shared Ballum scene (I think) where they are in the cafe having a cup of tea. Because sex, thats what he can have on a daily basis. It's my attempt to tie up loose ends, deal with plot anomalies & generally try to work . ben is out and proud, after a long life of pain. The explicit rating is there to cover those chapters depicting sexual content - while not frequent, these do exist where I feel Ballum's sexual relationship has something to add to their narrative. this was phils problem and it should have never been up to ben to deal with keanu, but that mentality that was ingrained into his head since he was a child you protect your family is what has driven him to do the unimaginable. I've talked about toxic fans before with EastEnders.However, now that Ballum (Ben & Callum) are having actual real relationship . Have a nice day/night! Callum held Ben close to him and caressed his hair. Summary: Callum and Ben return to the place where they first fell in love to celebrate a special anniversary. Sad alternative to Lola's current storyline. and he misses snow. They take the time to reminisce and enjoy reliving some memories, that are just for the two of them. (17.6k words), hearts will be glowing by @callumsmitchells, its christmas, and mistletoe hangs in the queen vic. If you're struggling right now (like Ben), remember that it's OK not to be OK. There are people you can talk to. Kudos to EE writers/producers for giving us this kind of gay couple, full of casual touches and casual kisses. Mother Love by Primal WolfBlood. After their breakup, the whole town blamed Ben, even though it was Callum who ended it. Go to samaritans.org or mindout.org.uk for advice and support. For this concept to work, you have to assume none of the characters know each other, & are complete strangers Trust nobody; question everything; & get the Traitors out before they get you! Hey I'm basically a hermit who loves my TV and get far to involved in any and all my shows story lines. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words. The water mark is one of my insta accounts. Can Callum save his husband from himself. ~ . And here we are, 2023. A bit of nonsense filling in the gaps of Jays stag night. Chapters: 1/1 . Albert Square to be precise. Rating: Explicit I've gotten bored so decided to start up my wattpad again and write some random one shot imagines and preferences about Ballum, Jola and all other ships on the soap! It made him fill loved, cherished and warm. if you feel im being unfair or missing anyone out please let me know! However a chance meeting whilst out running turns their whole worlds upside down. Ben Mitchell isn't everyone's cuppa tea, in fact he's hardly anybody's, but Callum Highway sees something in him that others don't. I hope you're well ! eastenders ben mitchell callum . Callum shocked by Ben decision asking for a divorce. Chapter An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works I am straight up crap at leaving comments on fic. This romantic based soft affection. (6.8k words), happy fanfic writer appreciation day to every single writer in our extremely talented fandom . Fandom: EastEnders (TV) Hes here, on the filthy ground marred by misery, powerless as he watches the person he loves fading before his very eyes, not for the first time but he's certain that it will be the last. An Alternative to how Callum found out about Bens Rape. WatMcGregor writes the most incredible angsty AUs! 'It wouldn't mean nothing'. So whats the chances its tomorrows episode and that while hes dancing with Lex, Callum comes down the stairs buttoning his shirt. I decided to do a story from the scene off eastenders when Ben and Callum had their fist kiss. Eve is an outcast, brought into the Slater family only out of Stacey Slater's kindness. "Your hair is so soft.." . Characters: Callum Halfway Highway, Ben Mitchell, Jay Brown, Lola Pearce, Lexi Pearce, Frankie Lewis, Mick Carter, Linda Carter (Eastenders), Phil Mitchell, Stuart Highway, Jonno Highway Ben and Callum both live on Albert Square. DO NOT STEAL Ben and Callum meet and you will have to read to see what happens next. ), ben regrets not having last christmas with callum, but he's making damn sure he spends every second of it this year (1.5k words), ben wants to spend some alone-time with his boyfriend. Summary: Chapter 6 is up if anyone is interested in reading. Characters: Callum "Halfway" Highway, Ben Mitchell, Jay Brown, Lola Pearce, Lexi Pearce, Frankie Lewis, Mick Carter, Linda Carter (Eastenders), Phil Mitchell, Stuart Highway, Jonno Highway EastEnders fan, second. Ben is heartbroken about Sharon not allowing Ben to go to the funeral. Callum and Ben have been running in one way or another, their whole lives. Feel free to message me I am always on my phone reading fanfiction or watching Youtube so always up for a chat. Ben is generally affection starved, Id say. what if Lola panicked after arguing with Ben in the arches about Lola and Peter and called Callum. Meanwhile Stuart insists on planning a party to help his younger brother meeting his new neighbours and they receive a visitor that raises Callums suspicions. Or the one where Angie gets resurrected. . Ben arrives at the tube, a bag over his shoulder and his hand wrapped around his daughter Lexie's hand , Lola is on the other side of him, he looks around and smiles "home sweet, home" he mumbles as he picks up his daughter and starts to walk across the square. ballum - Freeform; Angst; Hurt/Comfort; Angst and Hurt/Comfort; Eventual Smut; Summary. Bens late night drinking is getting worse. im wondering if anyone could do a #lucifer #deckerstar inspired fanfiction for #ballum.Aka two police detective co-workers who fall in love with each other and have their ups and downs . Then Lex and Ben dragging a reluctant Callum in to dance with them. Ben and Callum first kiss by ur mum. Ballum - Relationship; Ben Mitchell; Callum Highway - Character; Lexi Pearce; There may be more people as the chapters go on; each chapter is its own fic; Updated every 2 days; Ballum Christmas; Christmas; just pure softness; Sick Fic; lexi is poorly; Matching jumpers; beanie callum; My own characters sam and James are mentioned; Pam Coker . @tony_clay76. He was wrong, he didnt listen when he was needed the most. Hiring people to write Ballum fan fiction to air on BBC One during prime-time television? He'd told Ben that he felt like they needed some space away from each other. Chapter four of my Ballum AU where much of it is the same except they all live in a tower block together and Bens been using an anonymous chatroom to torment Callum. So Callum was the first person since Paul that Ben got this kind of affection from. Ivy continued with the lightning as Holly began waving her wand in great loops. Most of the time trying to escape from things they find too difficult to deal with. Chapters: 10/18 Written as a follow up to Playing the Part so may help to be familiar with that story, although it could be read as a stand alone. Fillers for when the boys are absent from our screens, contemplating what they might be getting up to, or interpretations of what wider motivation was behind the existing scenes. , i could not agree more, @calthighway is the queen of aus- i mean that doctor/priosoner au will forever be one of my favourites, alongside the ons footballer au!!! When if Callum and Whitney went through with the wedding? Ben and Callum - Identity by NeonxBubble. (13k words), you're all that i need (underneath the tree) by @minimitchell. Loving kitten Ben rubbing himself against totally oblivious Callum.also Ben's little lip biting action is just so hot.. . You're not alone. But when the mother becomes desperate and twisted, her love can also become warped. Ben Mitchell Loves Callum "Halfway" Highway. 95 0 1. Rating: Explicit Anonymous asked: Hello ! A growing relationship between the t Ben struggles with the loss of Callum from tragic accident, The whole of Ballum's storyline from the moment thy met to the present day, This is a story from the point of view from Ben and Callum. And after Pauls death Ben didnt let himself have this kind of allowed affection. You know me, you know the drill by now. Do you not post things that are about authors you don't like or something? Part 2 coming soon . New fanfic I'm working on. Work Search: Thank you to all of you though- your fics have provided me with some light in a dark time. summary: callum's first pride out of the closet goes better than he could have dreamed. well, that's until he hears loud engines, sirens, and then a guy with a bruise on his face threatening to take his car so he can escape the very real cop coming towards them. #EastEnders #Ballum #MentalHealthMatters. Not a surprise that a Mitchell is involved, especially not Ben. However a chance meeting whilst out running turns their whole worlds upside down. After being medically discharged from the army, Callum moves into his brother's flat with the intention of forging a new path in life. I keep thinking about how touched starved Ben must be from the way he was touching Callum every two seconds. Yes, yes to all of these, absolutely. I decided to do a story from the scene off eastenders when Ben and Callum had their fist kiss . But did he find out too late. I am sorry to all the wonderfully talented fic writers out there- I will get there eventually This fandom is the most talented Ive been involved in writer wise- so many great writers- each bringing their (1/? (As requested by my dear friend Shaun and written in honour of his birthday.). Considering Im still very early on in my plans for this story, Im starting to fear just how long this will end being! Most of the time trying to escape from things they find too difficult to deal with. Peter (15y/o) will get his powers in 2010. # ballum # fanfic # eastenders. 7.3K 7 22. Its a real talent to be able to get it so right, and Gemma has it in abundance. i love everything she writes. For someone keen to organise Jay's stag do to the letter, Ben doesn't turn up to the Albert until after Jay's started to wonder if any men are. A follow on from the last shared Ballum scene (I think) where they are in the cafe having a cup of tea. (If you haven't seen The Traitors I hope I've offered enough explanation along the way that it makes sense). she can write fluff, angst AND smut. she has the range @halfwayinit i bloody LOVE seeing katie's fics on my dash! A one shot chapter covering a small basis of Callum with PTSD. He knows that now. Additional Tags: Follow up to Playing The Part, Boys In Love, Fluff and Smut, Soulmates, Husbands, Alternate Universe, Movie star Ben, Movie Star/Model Callum, Romantic Getaway, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Explicit Sexual Content, Happy, No Angst Hes got a good job, a good flat, good friends and an amazing boyfriend and a community where he felt like he fitted. I've gotten bored so decided to start up my wattpad again and write some random one shot imagines and preferences about Ballum, Jola and all other ships on the soap! Written as a follow up to Playing the Part so may help to be familiar with that story, although it could be read as a stand alone. I wanted Jack to ruin Callum. Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Most of the time trying to escape from things they find too difficult to deal with. Callum and Ben in a world where Ben is in Prison and Callum is a guard. (2.7k words), this is not a temporary love by @halfwayinit, the snowflakes are slowly fluttering to the ground, mesmerising callum as he sits watching from the window. They take the time to reminisce and enjoy reliving some memories, that are just for the two of them. ~ . 15 Stories. please remember to leave kudos/comments!!!! I love her Ballum one-shots and fluffy series as well!! Written as a follow up to Playing the Part so may help to be familiar with that story, although it could be read as a stand alone. summary: ben likes a lot about callum, which goes without saying really since the truth is bens in love with him. Thanks to anyone who has so far. Ben doesn't want Callum to adopt his daughter. I hope you enjoy! ~ . And if you want to know the ordeals that brought our heroes to this point, there is plenty of material to keep you busy as the story unfolds. Domestic Husbands by Benjamin Wheeler. 896 Takers Personality Quiz. Cute collections of Ballum Fluff, them being cute and flirty, If there are any errors let me know and I'll correct them. ben comforting callum when he feels guilty and talk of the future (feat. Callum reassures him saying everything will be ok. A one shot chapter covering a small basis of Callum with PTSD. Member. They look at each other like theyre the only people in the room, like theyve hung the moon and its beautiful. 17 Jan 2023 15:52:43 but in group therapy, he meets ben a broody, sarcastic troublemaker that seemingly everyone in town warns him to stay away from. It's getting closer to the wedding and Callum is just trying to keep it all together. im really really sorry its like 11;30 that im posting this - im hopeless i know - but hey, it's me, . So then I end up leaving nothing. which is just shit of me. Malec took over my life @malectookovermylife. summary: its november 2021 and for an autumn's day, the weather seemed to be perfect for a walford wedding. Tainted Sorrow. Follow. For the first time in years he was happy how his life was. Thinking about all the special moments theyve shared, the hurdles theyve faced and how far theyve come since their previous trips to this place, helps them make some important realisations; about what parts they want to play in the future on and off screen. Based on the TV sensation of 2022 The Traitors, this is what the 2nd series might become if various EE characters past & present took on the game. i think its most likely well have a little joke between them about it - one of them calling the other boyfriend and the other replying with oh im your boyfriend am i? / arent you thats what i WANT anyway, so did ben just sit and drink alone in the vic with the hope that callum would need him, An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works, and of course callum did in fact need him, also every time ben and habiba are in the same shot i start visibly vibrating, Callum is actually the one to bring it up to Ben. (feb 2023)Addressing bens intimacy issues because the show still hasn't! Ballum fan fiction part 1 . find out which of my fav fanfic romance tropes you embody. Will he find more than that in his time there? Completed. How would Callum cope with living a lie? An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works first couple of chapters is a look back in the past. Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Ben Mitchell isn't everyone's cuppa tea, in fact he's hardly anybody's, but Callum Highway sees something in him that others don't. Fandom: EastEnders (TV) he just wants to go to bed, not think about this wretched holiday, and maybe allow himself to wallow in self pity a little while he's at it. Log in Sign up. I drew the picture. The titles a play on words. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. As he tried to come to terms with the craz "Was that the winner's kiss?" i like all writers in this fandom, and will support them all. Alternative story for Ben and Callum, set before Ben lost his hearing. Chapters: 6/? Work Search: Rating: Explicit Will you have the strength to claw your way back towards the light or will the dark abyss swallow you whole? What is your most favourite Ballum moment? Thinking about all the special moments theyve shared, the hurdles theyve faced and how far theyve come since their previous trips to this place, helps them make some important realisations; about what parts they want to play in the future on and off screen. Because yeah,exactly. Just here thinking about how much Ben and Callum look at each other with so much love and they probably know theyre in love or maybe they dont but those looks, everyone can see theyre smitten for each other. I hope you all enjoyed it. (feb 2023)Addressing bens intimacy issues because the show still hasn't! Bit of a different tone to my others. Absolute fluffy nonsense. Basically I just extended it a bit <3. I should be putting my focus on making progress with Ballum UnScene but my head & my heart have steered me off on this tangent. is max bowden deaf in real life. which miss peregrines home for peculiar children character are you? Any characters confirmed to be leaving after 01.01.23 in real-life will not be applicable to my version of the show. What if it wasn't Lola that had the tumour? My take on Ben and Callum wanting to start a family. Thank you to everyone who has been commenting and leaving kudos, youre all superstars and keeping me going! Alternative Universe Story where Callum and Ben didn't meet in walford. Is ben able to deal with his own demons and help Callum. Ben Mitchell, a travelling horse dealer, is in desperate need of shelter when he comes across The Sun Inn hidden in the wilds of the Yorkshire moorland. ', It's Valentine's Day. Ben doesn't want Callum to adopt his daughter. 616 9 1. Thanks to anyone who has read so far. Trouble strikes again in Watford. 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