A love story about your heartbreak,his betrayal and a chance at redemption. And still, even after all this time, you care. You felt shy and nervous around him, something you almost never were. He never left your side the entire time, watching you so intently as if youd vanish into thin air before his eyes. Did you forget I live here, too? But the one thing youve learned about living with Avengers is that even if you picked it up, and even if youve already taken a bite out of your food, it can and most likely will be snatched away from you. Request: None! Im good, Tony. You shook your head at his offers. Warning: depression, suicide attempt, angst, crying, hurt/comfort. "Mornin' sunshine" Logan greeted, zipping up his jeans. He wasnt technically lying. Because I know that youre a good man. Bucky Barnes is the biggest playboy on campus. Shes nice, I mean shes got a huge heart. Gilgamesh told you not to tell Art that you managed to translate whatever was written on the dagger, for it will "soil his reputation." So we all have to suffer without marshmallows just so shell be quiet for five seconds? Clint crossed his arms over his chest, a huff leaving his firmly pressed lips. tip: "uchiha sasuke/uzumaki naruto" angst kudos>10, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Rape/Non-Con, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (5597), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types (3304), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV) (1946), James "Bucky" Barnes/Original Female Character(s) (1408), James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Reader (815), Canon Divergence - Post-Episode: s01e06 One World One People (The Falcon and the Winter Soldier), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, likely to be smut in the future cant resist a kinky sergeant Barnes, look Im sorry I just cant let this story GO yet, Bucky isnt the dad but hes still a DILF ok, in conclusion Bucky is a sexy dilf-y motherfucker thank you for coming to my TED talk, Fun fact slow burns defrost a Winter Soldier, Im sorry but Sergeant Barnes is just kinky af ugh, Bucky feeds/holds/cares for a baby yall with ovaries have been warned, again just enough to keep it SPICY ya know, James "Bucky" Barnes/Original Female Character(s), James "Bucky" Barnes & Original Female Character(s), Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, James "Bucky" Barnes/Original Female Character(s)/Reader. You loved him, and because you loved him, you wanted him to be happy. Never. Then you must do whatever it takes. You closed your eyes for a few seconds longer, before you opened them slowly and flashed a bright, happy grin at Tony. I dont know, hahah, youll understand it when you read it I guess. She texted me last night, something about how shes grateful that she met me and she loves me, Steve furrowed his brow. Your heart was thumping, the butterflies in your stomach were on acid as they tickled your stomach. You gotta start watching out for yourself the way I look out for you, Y/n. You heard your two best friends come up behind you but you didnt speak or even turn to face them. Step one; Clint. You read aloud, glancing up at her with curious eyes. I cant get it to stop, Buck, you cried into the morning sky. Book two of the Broken to Whole series.Must read book one for contex. You spread your fingers so he could slip the ring on. I can't believe he got away!". Steve, this is not what I had planned! Bucky sighed as he ran his fingers through his long hair. I thought maybe one of you guys would get him before he actually stabbed me.. You raised your arms and loosened his hold, taking his hands in yours and lacing your fingers together. I almost forgot this. He pulled a shining diamond ring out of his pocket. We get freaky if you want! You spun around it circles and waved your arms around, making weird motions with your hands. Because you dont want to. Hope you guys like it! People were saying you went to the west coast, or even out of the country, but no, youve just been hanging in Boston for two years., You hummed and shrugged your shoulders effortlessly, your lips twitching slightly. And for those celebrating the Fourth on Monday, have an amazing day and be safe, dont like get in the way of a firework or set your hair on fire. I know. Steve took another large gulp of his much needed coffee. ! Bucky snapped, his eyes narrowing as he looked at you. Well,afterhe managed to convince his friend to actually move in with him in the first place. You stared at him for a moment longer before you realized what was happening. Wait no, we should go there for lunch, yeah lunch is better! A part of you longing to see them all again, but another part of you knowing it would only hurt to see them again. Um How do I tell you this? Steve looked at the floor nervously. Why? His eyes narrowed, and he crossed his arms across his chest. So being around people who were actually your age was like a breath of fresh air for you. You reached out for Tonys hand and squeezed it tightly. Your voice was emotionless and your eyes were still thick with tiredness. Then tell me, what am I going to do next?. Over the loud song, you nearly missed the knock on your apartment door. You were looking into the eyes of a friend. Bucky shook his head once again, I have to because you already told SHIELD.. You didnt want to be alive anymore and you didnt know what to do. The sweet relief of death. Oh, them. Tony rolled his eyes painfully slow and you laughed lightly. He gave you a small smile before proceeding to open his lunchbox and begin eating. Hey, Y/n. Natasha sat to your left, sitting in the same position you were sitting in. Though, Bucky is determined not to take advantage of her vulnerable state. Sorry if I misspelled something. You got ready and decided to go train. Whoever was texting him was obviously not afraid of double texting. In an instant his hands were on you, gripping your upper arms so tightly, you were sure bruises were forming. I hate you!' So, I assume youre getting ready to leave, arent you? You nodded. Bucky speaks with some insecurity in his voice, "You can't blame me, Barnes." You liked it better when he was not on some dangerous mission, you worried more than usual while he was away. Take him up on the offer to be target practice? He didnt seem too comfortable around you, so who were you to force him to spend time with you. Bucky Barnes x Reader The jokes about it were over now. What about you was important enough for him and the life youd build together? Buckys presence put a halt to your plansomething in you wanted to run to him, to just be held until all your worries were gone, but you just wanted to be done with everything. Even though you were as close as humanly possible, only clothes separating you, he was still too far away. Reader and Bucky (from Maybe I Should Get Some Sleep) get stuck together on a mission after a rough patch. You were surprised at how distant he was being, so you tried many ways to spend time with him again. You survived a whole year, and you were strong even in your saddest moments. Sam, bam, dam, tam, pam, wam- What do you want, woman? Natasha and Wanda binge watch Netflix in their spare time, per usual. Natasha was watching one of her favorite shows season premiere, one you had already seen the night before. Remember? Steve shifted her plans slightly and Bucky was not glad that they now included him. Neither of you ever wanted to let go. Who the fuck is babygirl? Buckys voice was raspy and deep, His tone was laced with jealousy and surprise. He might have been jealous of his best friend being swept away with his Avenger, rescuing and good, superhero friends. How he would always remain in the exact opposite side of the room if you were present without him being acknowledged first, trying for one reason or another to move away if you came too close. Bucky allowed himself to trail his eyes up and down your legs one time, he swallowed thickly again when he looked back up at your face. He could only beg. You didnt even notice when Bucky had left, the glass of water empty. Steven Grant Rogers, do you know how long Ive been waiting for you?!. Yeah-huh. He used the same tone back to you, and you smiled. Youd be missing his touch, his gentle caress as he soothed you at night, the feeling of his hands on your body as you made love, his sweet voice ringing through your ears, calling your name. And you didnt care who he was in the past, or what he did and you would flatten anyone who said otherwise. Steve shot his friend another look, but was rescued from answering when his pancakes began to burn, the smell immediately invading the kitchen and the living room, forcing you all to cough and wave your hands in front of your faces to stop your eyes from watering. You are so loved by so many people-. Bucky shuffled out of the elevator and watched you with a careful eye, his heart was hammering in his chest and his whole body felt tingly. She sounded good for Bucky, he needed someone like that in his life. You and Scott were mainly affected by the glitter explosion, Tony was barely affected and Sam got a few sparkles in his hair. You all do it with each other, mostly when youre teasing one about a crush or just trying to confuse the other Avengers for the hell of it. Such wide vocabulary for a surgeon, babygirl., Correction; surgeon in the making. You let go of Steve and took a step back, you clasped your hands under your chin and flashed an excited grin up at the man. How was it fair that you got to walk away with a couple scratches and bruises while that family had to die. That morning in the subway you had met Steve, the way he had looked at you when he realized you werent who he thought you were, the explosion in Vienna, the death of TChaka (the king of Wakanda), and every single moment that had followed. But I am saying that if you made it through the first year, then you can make it through the second year too. You were not a shy person, you were not a nervous person. Your feelings were getting more and more hurt. I have to charm him? You hummed and rolled your eyes, grabbing the wine bottle and refilling your glass. Bucky cut you off, -Marcus Whitaker. xx Words: 618 Warnings: Mention of nightmares You woke up with a start, breathing heavily. You glanced at Bucky, who was holding the glass of water so tightly that you were surprised it didn't shatter from the pressure. Your eyes suddenly snapped towards Bucky, his heart skipped a beat and his eyes widened. What if he got hurt? I am, but by no means doe. To know how right he was. Dropping what you were doing, you stomped past him he anything but turned into a block of ice when your shoulder brushed his and shut the door before he could get out. me: ahaha. Nuh-uh. You switched sides, now you were on his left side. Tonys voice came from up the stairwell as he looked down at the growing snowman that looked far more scary in the dimly lit stairwell than it was supposed to look. Why?, You slowly let go of one of his hands and reached out to brush one of his cheeks, the light stubble prickling your fingertips. He tried to interact with her, but since they got off to a rough start every little thing he did seemed to get under her skin. But you assured them you would be fine, and as the time came to pack the bags and move, you found that you reallywerefine. Nat flopped down on the bed beside you. You shook off the thought. This is a three-part Single Dad! You didnt think twice about being a smartass when he was mad. I could grab that knife on the table and slit your throat. You had been through a lot and had lost even more but for some reason, being on the quinjet with the remainder of the Avengers, made you feel content. You wouldnt even have to say it directly. Bucky snapped back into reality the second Steve went to speak for him, he pushed away the nervous and anxious part of him. After I tried to kill you and your friendsI almostdidkill you. "That's fine." Sam conceded. However during those years together, every time Bucky went on a mission longer than a weekend, you drove everyone crazy. You would pester and talk and prank and become so overly dramatic. Coming, you call out and walk to the door, taking a look through the fish eye. Buy him flowers, are you serious? You laughed and looked up at her, when you saw her face was dead serious, you laughed even more. Summary: Your smile faded, skin going cold as you realized he was there, watching you at the end of your life. Tell me about her. You asked quietly, your coffee being set down in front of you. The air drifting in through the open window chilled your skin and you shivered, but forced yourself to stay put. Thankfully, there are two men in your life you've always been able to count on to be there for you; your dad and his lifelong best friend and your honorary uncle. Samother! With your eyes still shut, you tilted your head up until you could feel the sun on your skin. It gave you peace. We gon do this all night long! You couldnt shake the feeling of your chest tightening, it was like a pressurized chamber that was ready to release steam. I dont want to hurt you., His pleading confused you and you blinked, shifting your weight from one foot to another. You wanted that for him, to be honest. Warnings: None! His eyes flickered to the window again, and you had half a mind to close it shut. Nat had came up with a plan to push you and Bucky together this Fall, it was a plan shed been waiting since the beginning of Summer to put into action. But still, just knowing that the moon was out, even though it was hidden. Its not like you were a bother, or a pain to the other Avengers, you were annoying in a cute way. Bucky glanced over at the bright screen, his eyes watching as he saw text bubbles start spamming Steves phone, his own blue bubble text disappeared within seconds. 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